Pethidine Pleasure

I'm sitting infront of my computer, trying to write another blog entry. I'm tired. It's been a long week. I want to write something but I can't quite figure out what it is.

Then I hear you calling me. No, it's impossible - it can't be - I must be imagining it. I focus on my writing. Minutes later you call again, this time more persistently. I try to block you out of my head but for some reason I cannot shake you from my mind. Resistence is futile.

So I follow your calling. I walk around the corner and see you sitting there waiting for me in an inviting pose. I try to play it cool - walking past and pretending that I don't care - ignoring your symmetricaly, perfectly shaped form. However your beauty is too much and I cannot bare to be separated from you any longer. Picking you up gently but firmly so not to hurt you, I carry you away.

I turn the tap and the refreshingly cool water runs over both of us. Oh, how nice that feels after a long day in the summer heat. Then slowly, carefully, tenderly, I slowly peel off your outer clothing. It is not an easy task as it hugs your body so tightly but soon enough your smooth bare pale flesh is exposed to me. My heart races with excitment and anticipation.

After drying you off with a towel, I lead you hastily to the couch. It would be nice to get comfortable but there's no time. I smell your wonderful scent and the desire to taste you is overpowering. Gently, my tongue touches your flesh. My mouth tingles with delight. Then I can resist no more! Suddenly, I sink deeply into you like nobody has done before! Your juices flow everywhere, and pure ecstacy flows through every vein in my body. In a mad rush of passion, I sense an overwhelming urge to taste every part of you. Your body is part of mine. My body is part of yours. Suddenly we are one and a state of absolute pleasure that I never thought possible is achieved.

Then as quickly as it began, it is all over. Alas, our short passionate affair ends. We must part ways as what we had is no more. Tomorrow is a new day and I will be with another. Life is both wonderful and crule that way.

Oh, how I love eating peaches.

I've been so flat out since creating this blog, that I've had no time to post!

I would like to introduce TH, my brand new nephew . He is the newest addition to the family, my sister's first child and my parents' first grandchild. He weighed a massive 4.44kg and will probably be bigger than me sometime next week. (OK, so I exaggerate a little, but he's a big kid!) He is only 9 days old but it sounds like he is definitely making his presence felt in the household! It seems like he may be naturally nocturnal - just like me! I will upload pictures of him as soon as I figure out how.

I've just had the first week of my urban GP attachment in a very busy practice in South Auckland. It has been a fantastic experience and the work is very challenging because many of the cases are very complex. Since almost all of my attachments have been in the controlled environment of a hospital, learning how to handle these complicated patients in the community setting is scary but also very satisfying. Also, the patients come from a really cool community. They're a great bunch of people to work with.

Despite all of the difficult cases, the most scary moment this week actually happend on Thursday morning at peer review group meeting. It all began late on Tuesday afternoon when my supervisor, TF, asked me to read up a little on the evidence for giving Vitamin D for the prevention of osteoperotic fractures. I thought she asked me this so I could follow the discussions at the meeting. I did a quick medline search, and found a nice little meta-analysis in JAMA. I just skimmed over the abstract, introduction and discussion quickly to get a very brief idea about the latest recommendations about Vit D.

On Thursday morning, I innocently turned up and waited for the meeting to begin. GPs from several practices were there. Then TF announces that I'm going to give a short presentation on Vitamin D. At that moment, I very nearly lost all sphincteric control. The overseas elective student laughed his head off when he saw the terror in my eyes. I suddenly felt very very small and hoped that the ground would just open up and swallow me. Unfortunately that didn't happen. I just managed to scramble together the salient points from the article and made it sound like I had read the whole thing, being careful not to mention things that would lead to more complicated questions. Luckily, I remembered the NNT, which one of the GPs is particularly obsessed with because he has a special interest in public health. That seemed to fend off any major attacks on my limited knowledge and withering self esteem.

This entry is much longer than I would have liked but there's just so much I want to put in! As time progresses, I'll figure out what's important to blog and what's not. I don't want this to become a long and boring blog that nobody wants to read. Any input from you is most appreciated. Please post a comment!

See ya later!!

M